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.​.​. is in (Subproject 94)

by The Good Doctor

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1.
Maypole Dance 03:39
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Swing around the fair maypole plague has taken my life but it can't take my soul [x2] Pray for me my love my dear pray for me my dear Swing around the fair maypole as the fire consumes all my flesh turns to coal [x2] Pray for me my love my dear pray for me my dear Swing around the fair maypole blow out the flame and put ash into bowls [x2] Pray for me my love my dear pray for me my dear Swing around the fair maypole feed my soot to the winds time has taken it's toll [x2] In ages dark a fickle nature seeks to end all life many come and many go both rich and poor alike I've come to claim you cursed few, embrace you in my arms Grimnir, Reaper of the Flesh, succumb ye to my charms
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Venus Weeps 03:58
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I've been called so many names by so many tribes It's no wonder that I've grown into the fear they hide It's no wonder that I symbolize all pain and fear It's no wonder that they tell their children I lurk near because I represent their fear of dark and the unknown It's a question man has pondered since the days of old and it's me who they would blame for their own selfish ways it is me to whom they point and say please go away I fell for you to fight for you I came for you fell from grace for you I've grown accustomed to my persecuted name it's a title that I wear without a shred of shame it's a title that you gave me as your whipping boy to relieve you of your guilt that I'm your your source of joy All the good in life is gained through knowing me all the things in life you love are what have come from me I'm the source of the all sweetest things you've ever known but It's your greediness that leaves you all alone I fell for you to fight for you I came for you fell from grace for you Hate me when you should love me Run from me when you should run to my arms Distrust me when you should embrace me You want me but say I've poisoned your heart Morning star bringer of the light hated son of of those who seek to dwell in night all those who fear the truth all those who fear what's right all those who've been misled by those who wield their might with a holy fist clad in their royal shades and tell their tales of men interred in ancient caves supposed son of god and in his name they kill when all I want for man is but to seek their will Hate me when you should love me Run from me when you should run to my arms Distrust me when you should embrace me You want me but say I've poisoned your heart [x2]
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Rusty Rustics 03:22
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My compass points north all directions fall south signal change in the system sine waves from the mouth God is in the future harnessed up in the sky in the air that we breath in the sound in the light We've electrified pure faith and glory atomized pure emotion before me I see in truth that we all have a story and mine speaks volumes of those souls who'd ignore me Enlightened I, look toward night sky and preach forth a gospel as the ages fly by and those that hear the words that I have to say become like a signal beamed eternally and those that avoid me will become like as dust to recede one again into earth and to rust and to be like the children of a long lost prophet who shall always remain out of history forgotten Keen eyes see me here on the street soapbox preacher offer a treat the wave of the future is truth that I speak the wave of the future is truth that you seek
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Dr. Midnight 04:04
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Beep beep beeping Catch me catch me creeping Slip slip slip along Wake you while your sleeping I don't know what I'm doing This road will lead to ruin Subliminal not criminal Your window's where I flew in The wooden floorboards creaking Your door's cracked so I peek in While you're asleep and dreaming deep I'm going off the deep end I swear that I won't hurt you Even though I want to In misery lie next to me I'm fighting back the voodoo I'm losing all control here My hand is forced by you dear I'm giving up, I've had enough Succumbing to my worst fears Grab the grab the chrome Put it put it to my dome Pull the pull the trigger trigger I'm a I'm a coming home
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I Dreamed A Dream of Blasphemy 04:44
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Last night I dreamed of blasphemy more like a nightmare I tried to scream out loud but know nobody's out there A vision, decision to believe this premonition of hellfires, the smell of tires burning in the air and yells, oh god the yells it nearly drove me to the edge of reason, the season of winter cold as ice I tried to wake up, and take up what little nerve I had to try and banish, all the hellish demon sights I held in mind ------------ I remember dark unholy pain burning deep inside of me I tried to force it out but couldn't not fight the ecstasy of liberation, this evil sensation of losing all control and changing into what I'm truly meant to be Ungodly warbeast, a flesh feast is what I have come to crave and I shall take all that I can before I'm captured or deceased It is my bloodlust that I must obey if my desire demands me to go and slaughter all the prey that can I see and if I chose you, you will do only not because you are the best but because you are simply who I've chosen as my food I shall defeat you, then eat you and run your flesh along my tongue savoring each flavor just for fun I feel no remorse, my main course is always abhorred by all but those who understand what human life is truly for and that is dying, abusing and lying a saturated soul is best to satiate the black ungodly hordes ------------ Arise you foul and heartless creature You are the wretched spawn of all that is godless Realization of your destiny is at hand Succumb, Succumb, Succumb ------------ Last night I dreamed a dream of blasphemy it was a calling that at first I couldn't fathom but now know what it all means from my sub-conscience, a deep sense of mortal corruption a virus slowly taking over feeding my disease I have been chosen, as stronger than most and I take my task as something vital to realm of possibility I have awakened, and shall spend what little time I have left in this mortal shell in causing pain and misery
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Tower Time Loop 03:14
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Uncork imagination release the inspiration the chardonnay releases all my dreams Something all so simple believing what is unreal I cannot fathom traveling the beams ------------ I've crossed the northern boundaries somethings calling to me the tower stands amidst a field of rose The crimson curses my name his majesty doth fear me the party marches toward a battle grows ------------ Knock knock knock upon your door let me in oh evil lord I have come to seek the truth the tower beckons to our group Hail truth seeker solemn dreamer I will stop you you wont enter Be on guard you demon spawn my aim is true and you shall fall Bullets put into your soul catch a fire free from all Hail gunslinger demon killer I shan't die for time repeats here
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The Lost Cosmonaut 04:40
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System's ready, I engage strapped into my safety cage pulling G's I've done before breaking space is so much more launched toward the great unknown past where any man has flown I am tasked with seeking space to catapult the human race course is set to cleave the ether shuttled I defy the reaper gone is lowly solar system fall into the rumbled rhythm braving Oort and dead of space tongue is liking glory's taste in the distance heaven looms vast and silent like a tomb Sensors reading something strange heading to investigate light is twisted twisting me draw me into mystery Receiving your transmission question what you're missing come in Simon, stay away something nearby radiates jets of x-rays shoot like beams warns of dangers still unseen I cannot resist myself headed into something else I can hear the voice of god Simon here I am to solve all your questions and concerns I have knowledge you shall learn Crossed into infinity you can still see me vision on horizon memories of Simon farer of the spaces tamer of the wastes is dead and gone to everyone ventured into fallen sun couldn't fight against the tide too late I did realize full reverse pulse beam on high I reject the end is nigh somewhere off my children cry some blue-suit says daddy died they don't know all that I've seen crossed into the in-between
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Broken Stick 04:14
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I dream of bottles, drum beats, and bullets 2 in the head and 1 in the gullet. Swallowing fifths, fast breakbeats, and riffs 45 to my skull, pull the trigger and quit I solemnly swear that I won't despair But I make no promise to forget i care I've got one finger on my pulse and it's quickening I've grown too sick but I'm only steady sickening I've been abused, been left out and used and I can be quite the asshole when it's me who's used too Now it's copacetic, read my lips it's hectic but I won't fry my mind even if this shit's electric I've got one brain but my mind is on reserve and I can tell that the worst is all I've come to deserve but I don't mind, the time loops on rewind and the next time around it's the opposite I find Switch off the TV (TV, TV, TV) I'm melting, my brain is absentee (I'm melting, Oh god I think I'm melting) Plugged into the grid (GRID... GRID) I'm dying, I'm dying to be free (Somebody set me free) Is it, solipsistic in here or is it just me? I can't remember my name but that's Ok, you see I've blown mind on Northern Lights and Wild Turkey I've smoked my weight in Wides, my fingers are ashy, greasy Is it, night or day and should I know? Is it Ok if I don't. Either way I'd rather lie here all the same I'm a zombie, only I'm not craving brains I'll feed on my depression, misery, and all my shame I was, born and raised in a purple haze minding mine under the eyes of my parent's steady gaze Now I've, burned and raised all my youthful days writing rhymes I'm doin' time as I sit here in a daze I was, dead and gone long before we got along so read between the lines of the lyrics of this song you can, pick and choose either way we're gonna lose in this sick, sad world I'm saturated bloody, bruised [Chorus]
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Wilde One 04:11
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Someone is singing my name aloud I hear them and I'm calling out But my buzz is killing all response You know I'm feeling so damn lost My voice is silent in the night dying breath is what i like Murder me by ignorance Murder me by sweet silence Oh, murder me you don't know why I die avoiding trying times But it's ok, please don't ask why I'd rather suffer in your eyes than live a life of useless waste than live a life in my disgrace Hades is calling me Xibalba is calling Sheol is calling me the underworld is calling me Someone is singing my name aloud I hear them and I'm calling out But my buzz is killing all response You know I'm feeling so damn lost My voice is silent in the night dying breath is what i like I spent so many years on Earth reflecting on my human worth and I can't see one time of peace one time of satisfaction reached So murder me by ignorance yes murder me in your silence Oh, murder me you don't know why I die to seek my dreams sublime Someone is singing my name aloud I hear them and I'm calling out Yes my buzz is killing all response You know I'm feeling so damn lost My voice is silent in the night dying breath is what i like I've planned my life out in this tome as written word in spoken drone to map a course out of my goals and speaking thoughts as they are told But somehow it's corrupted deep into it's core my words are bleak and give no meaning to you dear the ones I love close minds to hear
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Sunshine 02:10
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Day Dreaming 03:58
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I had another night like the other night no sweet dreams nor sleeping tight in sight every minute was a fight with sounds all around and not a second of quiet struggling to keep mind at rest something told me it'll be alright just relax and say fuck all to the rest never mind that crack of light I'm in a sleepless coma uncomfortably sober I think I'll toss back some jack and a handful of soma knock out for a moment wake up unrested and angry feelin' worser than ever eyes red and drier than and old piece of leather Mind racing going crazy I'm as light as a feather coated in iron what I'm tryin' to say is that there nothing left for me to remember What time is it? It's been 3 days since I've rest I'm pretty sure nothing there's left and my poor brain has abscessed no lust for life just an empty shell who reeks of weed and sweaty must I've stumbled into hell I need Kevorkian someone to lay me low but no one would risk their life to put an end to me no I would either but if I had some ether I can do myself by a method that's cleaner than sharp blades or bullet shells and brains on shiny tiles Just let me think for a while Let's not get carried away
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CreasyBear 04:05
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Mellow down sunshine beaming through the trees rock and roll nightfall bring me to my knees sing song sing along cold as winter freeze see me sitting here begging baby please I saw the rainstorms coming sitting alone she saw the breakup coming felt in her bones Sometimes summertime never seems to come sometimes wintertime makes me wanna run I can feel it now spring is on the rise but sometimes melting snow is autumn in disguise Can't think of things like this unless I wanna stay pinned down like a clown never get away damned doomed whatever man its really all the same I can fight the change but it happens anyway I saw a new day breaking sitting alone she's gone so now I'm taking my time to roam What the hell is wrong with me It shouldn't be like this Wallowing in self pity Ignorance is bliss they say it's better to have loved than never loved at all I think that they're all single and they're in for quite a shock get up on your feet man and try to face the day it's fine to feel alone but misery is not ok get your head screwed on straight it all gets better in due time or you'll spend your life depressed 'til they put you in the pine
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Something to Die For 02:55
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I wake up at three there's a chill in the air and I look at the moon all regret and despair 'cuz my bed is so cold since you're not here with me and I'm sleeping alone that's not how it should be No it doesn't seem fair 'cuz you're out there with him Since he stole you from me my whole outlooks turned grim From the moment you left all I think of is death Not a island of joy in a sea of regrets Oh, I don't wanna go but you said it must be so I look forward to death as I once did to life Here I am yet again contemplating this knife Will my blood run cold here and freeze in the night or will I feel some warmth in release of my spite? As the moment ticks close I begin to feel fear How you took all my hope when you then disappeared But I'm taking it back slow one cut at a time and I hope you feel pain at the loss of my life Oh, I don't wanna go but you said it must be so

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This is the debut album of The Good Doctor AKA The Monarch BtD. It is the sum of all his various influences combined in a mash-up of: beats, sounds, experiences, both emotional and physical, lyrical poetry, and auditory hallucinations. There is no real way to categorize the sound of The Good Doctor other than on a song by song basis. It is that complexity that scares most "music lovers" away, as they instead choose to listen to safe, easily-digestible radio-pop. The themes contained within this sonic experiment of an album range from the black death to space race conspiracy theory and everywhere in between. Best enjoyed with the volume turned slightly lower than all the way up.

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released December 31, 2009

All music by The Monarch BtD (D.G.B. Adams)

Except 'Rusty Rustics': Music by The Monarch BtD (D.G.B. Adams) & Aulrin (J. Olivo)

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The Good Doctor is a pseudonym of The Monarch BtD though in other worlds he's also been known as Dr. Joseph Scheider, Dr. Sydney Gottleib, The Dirty Trickster, The Invoker of Murmur, The Traveler of the Area of Bilocation. In a former life he was the director of the U.S. government's MK-Ultra program before it was "shut down." The Good Doctor defies labels but will shamelessly use them to make $$$ ... more

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